Rats In The House Of The Dead

11/04/2024

Why is it so sunny? I want it to rain, I hate the sun. Sunlight feels so odd on my skin, probably because I stay inside all day.

10/04/2024

The videogames I want to play:

  • Resident Evil 4 remake (halfway through the game)
  • Castlevania: Symphony of the Night
  • Omori
  • Silent Hill
  • Undertale
  • Majora's Mask
  • Twilight Princess

Manga I want to read:

  • Ouran High School Host Club
  • Banana Fish
  • Akira
  • Alice in Borderland
  • Nausicaa Of The Valley Of The Wind

Novels I want to read/currently reading:

  • Battle Royale (336 pages in)
  • No Longer Human
  • Charlotte Sometimes
  • Fight Club
  • American Psycho
  • Life Ceremony (Sayaka Murata)

Films I want to watch:

  • Jennifer's Body
  • Fright Night
  • From Dusk Till Dawn

09/04/2024

Why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy why can't I be a boy

08/04/2024

Why is gender so hard... I want to be a boy so much, he/him pronouns are so nice and feel good. Having a flat chest would be awesome as well.

But what if I'm faking...

07/04/2024

Just rewatched The Lost Boys. That film is great.

03/04/2024

IGNORE WHAT I SAID BELOW, MOST ANIME IS FUCKING SHIT, WHY CAN'T I FIND ANYTHING TO WATCH? I THOUGHT MY EXPECTATIONS WERE AS LOW AS THEY COULD GET BUT EACH NEW THING I TRY IS EVEN MORE DISAPPOINTING.

02/04/2024

Sorry about the post below, I was pissed off because I couldn't find any new anime to watch. Not all anime is bad.

Anyway, I'm trying to get all outfits and weapons in Stick Of Truth. I got all the outfits, but missed one weapon, so I have to try again.

02/04/2024

I can't find any anime I like. All the ones I try are shit. What's the point in even trying new ones, they're all crap, generic shonen pumped out of the anime industry. "Oh wow I have a dead relative and a goal which I'll never achieve. Oh and there's demons/monsters which only I can see and also magic."

So original! Haven't seen that a million times.

01/04/2024

I fucking hate daylight savings. It's ruined my whole schedule.

Anyway, here's my to watch list!

  • Welcome To The N-H-K
  • CardCaptor Sakura
  • Steins;Gate
  • Death Parade

29/03/2024

I love making slander for my kins lmao

28/03/2024

And you know I don't mean to hurt you

But you know that it means so much

And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling

I am fading

I am drowning

Help me to breathe

I am hurting

I have lost it all

I am losing

Help me to breathe

20/03/2024

I found money in my wallet which I forgot I had (happens loads lol) so I bought Battle Royale. I fricking hate Hunger Games with a passion, but I like the concept and wanted to see if the book it blatantly ripped off pulled the concept off better. So far it definitely seems better, it's written in third person so I won't have to put up with having someone as unlikeable as Katniss as the narrator.

So, my current "to-read" list (not including manga):

  • Battle Royale (Koushun Takami)
  • No Longer Human (Osamu Dazai)
  • Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoevsky)
  • Life Ceremony (Sayaka Murata)
  • American Psycho (Bret Easton Ellis)

19/03/2024

My first impressions on the RE4 remake:

  • Honestly didn't really get why they had to remake it, Code Veronica should have a remake
  • The visuals are good.
  • I played for about 10 minutes, but it made me feel dizzy, but most 3D games make feel sick.

16/03/2024

Bought some manga today, BSD volume 2, Parasyte volume 1 (colour edition) and Mob Psycho 100 volume 8.

15/03/2024

I went through character development.

When I was 8 I thought Daria Morgendorffer was cool. Now I know that she's an incredibly insecure person who was alienated as a child, and because of this she goes out of her way to make herself unlikeable as a defence mechanism, and projects her insecurities onto others, like constantly calling Quinn shallow despite the fact that in episodes it's shown that Daria actually cares about her image and is somewhat shallow.

14/03/2024

Staying in my room surrounded by empty packs of crisps and an empty bottle of pop, on my laptop procrastinating everything and doing nothing but wasting my time.

13/03/2024

I'M NOT A FUCKING EMO SHUT THE FUCK UP, IF ANYTHING I'M GOTH (THOUGH I REJECT THE LABEL), I LISTEN TO THE CURE, BAUHAUS AND JOY DIVISION, NOT EVERY BAND IN EXISTENCE IS EMO YOU UNCULTURED FOOL

12/03/2024

Books and manga I want to read:

  • Parasyte
  • Ouran High School Host Club
  • Sailor Moon
  • xxxHolic
  • No Longer Human
  • Crime and Punishment

Anime I want to watch:

  • Serial Experiments Lain
  • Gintama
  • Nichijou
  • Death Parade

Games I want to play:

  • Omori
  • Undertale
  • Yume Nikki
  • Majora's Mask
  • Silent Hill